Carolyn’s Story
My Unexpected Joy of Passing Over
By Pat Crosby
My long time and dear friend and soul buddy left this earth plane unexpectedly one morning,
She had emailed me at dawn, just before she passed - wondering what was happening to her.
She was my Reiki and healing student, as well as housemate in our healing center, and then neighbor for several years, and shared our spiritual path - so we were used to discussing energetic things together.
By the time I called her mid morning, her neighbor reported that she had no pulse by the time the ambulance arrived.
That same evening, she came in loud and clear on the etheric telephone. She requested I let people know what it is like in the first 12 hours after leaving the earth dimension.
She said: “It is my legacy, my gift, to let people know how wonderful it is, and what will happen. I also want to let people know how their prayers matter.”
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Hi Pat! I’m here!
Wow - you are in so much light. You are so expansive. Your golden glow is filling my heart. How are you?
Good - good. I’ve arrived now. It was a bit of a journey.
After the pains in my chest last night and worry wonderment as to what was happening to me, I fell asleep. That is when my earth heart stopped. I fell into a deep sleep - like a coma.
When I woke up, I was in this room filled with light. It is like a golden bubble. There are other people here who have just crossed over. It is very calm. Everyone is in a peaceful meditative trance. Deeply relaxed. Feeling at home.
It took awhile - for a while I was in a kind of foggy haze - like coming out from anesthesia. As my soul bubble of light gradually rose upwards during this day, the air got sunnier and sunnier - like getting above the clouds. There were some beautiful golden angels holding my hands - one on each side - escorting me. It was like I was sleep walking in a trance. My eyes were closed - and I was happy to just be helped along. I could feel so much love, so much radiance. I had no fear - just calm acceptance. I felt totally cared for - never alone.
Then my spiritual master arrived in a beautiful golden light form. The angels handed me off to her - She took my hand and glided me along into even higher, clearer golden light.
I feel now like I have just woken up after a deep long nap. I feel very refreshed, very clean. Like a vacation on a perfect sunny beach. All is golden light and clear.
I still see an overlay of my physical self - like a transparency over my soul. But even as we communicate now, that personality veil is getting thinner and thinner, and my soul light is getting stronger and stronger in my consciousness. It is very calming, very reassuring, very pleasing. It is like watching a false identity just fade away.
I am just beginning to look around at my earthly life now - from my lofty perch. I can see everyone doing everything. I see my daughter being worried and fretting. I see my dog and cat a bit confused. I see my home that I loved so much. Even as I gaze at them, they are getting thinner and thinner in density - til they will fade away from my memory and be as but dreams - as indeed they are/were. I am told I will have several earth days to observe them, send them my love, talk to them if they are open. Otherwise, I will just bathe them in golden light from my heart center. My end-of-life blessing to them.
Thank you for being my friend. Thank you for arranging prayers. Thank you for sending prayers and Reiki healing light to assist my journey. I definitely felt them all. They felt like little bursts of gentle breezes, sweetly lifting my soul bubble higher and higher. Sometimes I thought I might stall or get stuck in a cloudy patch as my soul was ascending through the layers of density, but then a little prayer breeze would come along and scoot me up another notch or two. It was such a lovely experience.
Especially when you sent the Reiki antahkarana rainbow bridge of light. My soul saw that array of light beams, was immediately drawn to it, and grabbed on. The rainbow bridge just automatically boosted me up like on an ascending escalator. There was nothing for me to do - but enjoy and marvel at the ride. Like being on a tourist site-seeing train ride.
Our friendship on earth was so important to me. Thank you for being my friend. Thank you for our sisterly companionship through many different chapters - ups and down - in earthly life. As my density is clearing rapidly now, moment by moment I am having greater and greater clarity about the meanings of all the various events and happenings and people in my life. The unfinished business grudges are just disintegrating and evaporating as I turn more and more to the golden light.
Tomorrow, I am meeting with my soul team to begin our life review process. They have told me they will help me gather any potential understandings and life lesson learnings before I move on to the next level. They will accompany me as I visit past places, chapters, and people, pets, and plants in my life. They will help me understand, and let go. Surrender it all back into the light from which it arose.
It is like I am in a reception room. It is full of recently departed people/souls who are this vibrational level. We are all harmonized with each other. Our angels and golden light beings are outside the golden bubble room, observing us, and shining light on us. It feels so very safe, like we are cared for deeply and in a warm sun room. And being monitored and prepared to move to the next level.
Below, I can see another bubble which is more cloudy. There are souls who are still working through their confusions about different things. It will take them a little longer to process their passing over and life lesson plans. Their angels are also outside their bubble room, guarding and observing them like nurses outside the hospital nursery of newborns.
Above me, I can see a brighter more golden bubble room. Perhaps they are dimensions? I am being acclimatized and prepared to enter that atmosphere when I have finished processing this level, clearing, harmonizing, and getting ready to move on.
The prayers wafting my way from the earth plane continue to gently help me rise and clear gently, and surely. These prayers are very powerful and so much appreciated. I am able to send blessings in terms of golden light bubbles from my soul heart to them already. I am grateful to be here.
The earth journey was getting more and more difficult in terms of physical and material ease. So although I was a bit shocked - nay - surprised - when the time came - overall it was quite easy and pleasant. And now that I have arrived here, I would never think of coming back to that earthly life now. It would be such a depression of my current energy.
I am grateful to my daughters and sons for all they have done and are doing in my life. They have been a great blessing and joy in my life. I trust now that my ex husband will be free to move on in new ways on his journey. I feel the anger in my heart towards him slowly dissolving and being replaced with this lovely golden nourishing sunlight. However, that is something my soul team will help me with tomorrow and over the next few days.
Anyway, as I said, the shock of transitioning has worn off already. I am now in the wonder of it all - and wondering why I EVER thought worriedly about leaving my body - what you call dying.
I look forward now to the phase over the next few days of surveying my earth life and all the people, places, things, and pets I shared it with. In this way, I will gain closure - and I hope closure will come to all those I touched and who touched me.
Thank you again, Pat, for being my good friend, neighbor, companion, and soul sister through it all. You have made the journey easier and friendly. I so appreciate all the help you gave me during some difficult chapters, and look forward now to sending you some light as I progress through the different rooms of light in this - my new golden journey of light.
The most important thing for me in my earthly life was meeting my spiritual master, and learning from her. Her light, her love, and her radiance continue to light the way for me now. I feel her protective presence all around me, overlighting everything that is going on. I feel like a little chick under her wing of grace. That is SO precious. I feel so taken care of, so comforted. So reassured.
I am told we (me and my angel guidance team) will visit my earthly experiences a few more times over the next few days. Feel free to pass on my messages to those who are open to receive a “message from the dead”. Ha ha! I never felt so alive as before.
This is my parting gift to humanity: To let you know the journey of leaving is beautiful. SO beautiful - you won’t believe it. Don’t be afraid. Just be joyful and trust in the light and the great goodness of the universe.
Your sister-friend in light,
Known to you in this lifetime as Carolyn.
~~~ Pat Crosby
Carolyn's story was absolutely extraordinary. To know and be re-assured about the journey when first passing over is priceless. It was new information. Of course to know that everyone's prayers, and mantra, and other blessings sent had a manifest physical impact of support, help and ease was beyond rewarding. When my sister died in 2019 my intuitive counselor told me she was in "a bubble of love" feeling safe and protected. Carolyn's story reminded me of that as well only more information. And of course to know absolutely that her spiritual teacher was there to help her cross over was deeply moving. Thank you so much for sharing it with all of us. It makes me so happy to know that Carolyn herself appreciates that the whole community has been sharing it with each other. Beautiful!!
I feel the same way about you as Caroline does. I hope that in some way I do the same for you
Happy New Year Pat!!!
~ Tracy, New York
